Nervous…..Relief

Since I have been on the DL I’ve done nothing but eat and drink beer.  I have been too nervous to stand on the scales until this morning.  Interestingly I still weigh my marathon weight.  Either my metabolism is still high or I have lost muscle mass (which weighs more than fat).  I guess it could be the 3 pounds of hair still missing from my chest that was shaved off for surgery.